Do you feel pleasure in inflicting pain unto others?
When I'm angry at myself, it feels good to hurt people. I like how people become angry and hateful towards me. It puts up my adrenaline and gives me a high. I dunno why, but it sometimes feels "good" to feel like shit. It's just like the feeling I get when I'm crying my eyes out. It may feel shitty, but at the same time it feels so fucking great, if that makes sense.
No, I don't always enjoy being mean to people. Most of the time, I like to make people feel good. Deep down inside, I'm a very kind person - almost too kind. It's strictly when I become down and angry at myself that I feel like inflicting pain towards others.
Is anyone else like this?
Please note that if I ever act irrational towards you, it'll likely be because I'm feeling shitty. To piss you off will make me feel good. It really sucks that I'm like this, but it's something I seemingly can't change.
DILSHAD SAIFI
+91 - 9015563789
No, I don't always enjoy being mean to people. Most of the time, I like to make people feel good. Deep down inside, I'm a very kind person - almost too kind. It's strictly when I become down and angry at myself that I feel like inflicting pain towards others.
Is anyone else like this?
Please note that if I ever act irrational towards you, it'll likely be because I'm feeling shitty. To piss you off will make me feel good. It really sucks that I'm like this, but it's something I seemingly can't change.
DILSHAD SAIFI
+91 - 9015563789
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